Winter F00l

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It's 12:30,the last drop of tear is running down his left cheek,his eyes still wide open,but he can't see me crying any more.

I'm still holding him in my arms,his body's as cold as my heart.We're both colder than the ice.I kissed him on the forehead,I tried to lift his limp neck,but it's just no use...

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“等你好了以后我们就一起去北京，去看静静，那里很温暖，阳光很充足。。。”

我整夜守着它，它已经抬不起头了，身体也变得越来越冷，僵硬，只有腹部难以觉察的微弱起伏还昭示着它生命最后摇摇欲坠的火光，就像寒风中的蜡烛，随时都会熄灭。

它的眼珠一动不动，半合着，目光没有焦距，涣散得无法望向我，只有泪水不停地从它的眼眶中无力地溢出，就像只是一种无意识的行为，看得我心碎。

我躺在它的身边，握着它的小手，好冷。。。我不敢抱起它，它太脆弱了，我怕只要轻轻一抬起它的身体，就会再也无法感觉到它的气息。

我不停地吻着它冰冷的额头，轻声呼唤着它的名字，“小不点儿，小不点儿。。。”

“看着我好吗？不要闭上眼睛。。。不要离开我。。。雨很快就会停了。。。”我也不知道自己在说什么。

真的很累，即使是自己受到伤害，也不会这么疲倦和难过，咬咬牙，抽支烟，一切就过去了-可是看着所爱之人的生命像流沙一样一点一滴地从指间流失，却只能看着，，什么也做不了，这种感觉实在很糟糕，很无能。。。

有人说我是个铁石心肠的人，也许吧，这个世界被我强行分成了两半，我爱的和我关心的，我不爱的和我不关心的，就像黑与白，没有中间地带，没有种族之分，没有血缘之分，对我而言，小不点儿和所有我爱的人一样重要，没有任何区别。那个女孩不懂，当她昨晚用无情的语言取笑我的小不点时，她就再也不是我的朋友了，如果我能忍下心的话，她会付出非常高昂的代价，但我不知道。。。也许我还是不如自己想像中那么狠

院子里有一丛积聚阳光的向日葵，希望小不点儿冰冷的身体会在它们的盛开的金色中温暖起来，希望它永远都不会再感到寒冷。。。

DOT ALLISON-In winter still.mp3

When all is said and done

So weak and overcome

So tired of running still

The winter

I look into your eyes

An orchid without sun

Some things you can't disguise

So many people so lonely inside

Waiting

And if all this brings you down

I will be coming round

When useless dreaming comes to an end

Who will carry all your fears?

When all the tears from fury have passed

Maybe love has just begun

Like a faded photograph

A child caught in a storm

Though we will never sleep

The winter

There's lipstick on the glass

The questions left unasked

Two fools who've left the game

Finding themselves without solace again

Waiting

And if all this brings you down

I will be coming round

When useless dreaming comes to an end

Who will carry all your fears?

When all the tears from fury have passed

Maybe love has just begun

Maybe love has just begun